Update on the 3 words:
Start/Create:
still working on this one. Even though i did start a big project (see below)
Motivate:
I have been hiking at least once a month since January. I purchased a fitbit a couple of months ago and even on what i think are my lazy days i see that i am more active than i think i am. i always take my camera with me when i go hiking and have been lucky enough to get i consider are some good shots.
Organize:
I do not like to use the word hoarder but it is what I am. last month it got to a breaking point and i decided i needed to stop this behavior and clean the house up. i was going to have to have work done on the house and people would be coming in and out over several days and i did not want them to see how things had got. so with 2 weeks to get things in some kind of order and having some vacation days from work i started cleaning. i worked 12 hours on average a day working on one room of the house till it was finished. Some rooms did not take long, others took almost the entire 2 weeks. one room is still being worked on. it was not needed to go into for the work on the house to be done. i work an hour after work on average working on that room. it was my junk room so there are a good number of things to go through. Last week I found an air conditioner that i did not know i had. not sure if it works as i have other things to organize before i can get to it.
my biggest fear is i will go right back to my habit of letting things pile up again. i cannot go back to living like that.